Lack of posts

I haven't wanted to write recently because I feel like I'm in a transitional period.  Ryan and I are looking into some things that are going to affect the very near future, and it's somewhat scary.  I find that when I write on this site, even if the majority of what is said is silly, I feel like I have to get real and become introspective.  That is something that is even scarier when you're unsure of your future.  So bear with me, and I'll give more details later. Oh yeah, and I've been really busy.